Merry Christmas!!!

Wish U and your family, Merry Christmas! :) 


A nice day to start off with... beautiful weather, with loads of sunshine and no much chillness in the air! Logged in late to office...


Celebrations for Christmas at Cousin's place in the evening and a Week's holiday! until New year...
 what else is needed to make one like me, HAPPY!

Happy Christmas again :)

Jagadhodharana...

jagadoddharana adisidale yashode
jagadoddharana maganendu tiliyuta sugunantarangana adisidaleyeshode…

mesmerising lines truly! so very divine and soothing

I am really not very sure if Lord Sri Krishna existed, but I really appreciate the epic written by the great Vyasa Maharishi!… and these lines, I salute to the composer, the great "Purandara Dasaru" - who was a miser merchant later believed in charitable life and took up Sanyasatva… and is known as carnatic classical music founder…

His compositions are so very simple and pleasant and easily touches the common man, who do not know sanskrit/upanishads/vedas…it-seems he used to sing his thoughts instantaneously, apt for the situation for ex: "kagada Bandide, namma padumanabhanadu" and "Duggani yembedu durjana sangha"… etc.

His compositions show the way to attain the purity of thought, word and deed regardless of caste, religion or creed. He believed that purity of mind over mere outer purity!
I bow to this mahanubhava who practiced what he preached!

Tester v/s Developer!

Sometimes it gets so though to convince a or even make him/her understand that there is some issue with the code! before looking into the bug description, they hop on us, to say it s not a defect, I feel y d hell u guys feel so bad to read our bug descriptions fully,  they just look into the titles and  faint off, saying what not, 


"That's weird"


"It works on my machine", 


"It was working in the morning"


"Thats an environment issue"


"That's not a bug its a feature" !


My God, atleast try to appreciate the testers for whatever they have found or observed... 
and accept if something has gone wrong or explain to the tester, if they have got it wrong!


But the way they act is as though they wanna run away from it! saying thats not my code and other funny stuffs!


Sometimes they get irritated to fix it; forget about fixing, even to accept a defect as defect! 
They say thats not big!, "Come On" defect is a defect big or small!


Testers remain humble most of them at least... but I dont know why some of the dev guys behave as though we have eaten up their codes!
they make faces as though we are barging into their homes without appointments! 


phew! One needs an extra talent and knack to get the work done - especially from these guys and saving our defects from getting deferred or rejected!




The saga between the Tester and the developer never ends! 
I am trying my best to use my talent... to  keep the healthy pace ON, but sometimes I do stumble!!


God please show some mercy on we testers! :)

'GOD' cells of the Brain

The question, "Does God exist?" was quite a bit hitting me, with no much sound... when things go gud, we tend to praise GOD 
but if things go the other way we blame GOD (why, did we not find anyone to blame for the situation)
As a Kid, we were thought by our elders that, we got to be good kids, else GOD would punish us for our bad deed, this was to imbibe the goodness in us, that at least inn the name of GOD (may be the fear) we try to behave good.


At the age of 5, we have a view of GOD as the person who would Punish us, if we steal other's things, if we kill insects
if we bad mouth, if we do not respect elders...and he would help us, with your homework, studies...


As we grow, as our maturity level grows up, the GOD concept or the view of GOD changes rather estimation of GOD gets better... 
we realize that chocolates and home-works are a mere thing, we realize GOD helps those, who help others, so better to be good than to be bad,
in turn to get good things!


GOD is all there for your good and bad! we grow up portraying GOD - human like, since our elders have been believing in so and so forms of GODS and GODDESSES!


As our maturity level reaches to a better level, the view of GOD gets still clearer, a lot clarity!
We realize it is not that we have to be good and reasonable, just because GOD is watching us, GOD punishes us otherwise nor 
that we would be deprived of his help, its just that being good does not cost anything, shedding out egos and living a better life, makes everyone happy around and eventually we are happy!


Happiness is what's needed! Troubling, hurting, or planting any negative effect on others, hampers the very living zone of theirs.
Its really not a good feeling at heart, when you hurt others... GOD never comes here, its just that how we feel at that moment, 
what our conscience says, we feel the guilt - The balance is destroyed, there is no peace.


And, great people like Buddha - enlightened, never saw GOD, he failed to... it was when he said that "Desire is the cause of Pain".
To such great legends, view of GOD is way beyond our perception of GOD, it depends on one's thinking ability, limits and the maturity levels


When GOD is beyond everyone's thinking, people get him down by involving him in some mere things like caste, creed and race... 
well when I here of the Universe, galaxies, star's life cycle, cosmic-civilization... its enormously massive, 
it gets tougher to kinda digest, I wonder how big the entity GOD should be - the very force!


GOD does exist - the force ultimatum - controlling the universe, but no one knows the actual form, he/she/it is one such 
which is very very hard to be conceived by man's power!
If triangles had GOD! he'd have 3 sides...

Deadly winter to Snowy winter!

Deadly Biting, cold Winter!


For the first time in my life, I was cursing and cribbing about winter! the first deadly winter, I ever faced at London!
Ofcourse it was my first winter in London... boy 'o' boy... winter started by october and temperature sank like anything...In India, atleast in bangalore, the temperature never went below 17' c even in the coldest winters... but here in London.. 17'c is summer!


My fingers tend to freeze, n feels like needle prick! It really gets tuff to step out wid out a pair of gloves, a cap n good layered fur! and I always wonder... what a place of contrast Earth is... at places the temperatures shoot up to 50'c and at places dips down to -15' may be still lesser ! watta creation! 


Nov-29th 2010 - was the coldest day for me! it was 1'c and min was -2'c... was feeling, y on earth did I come to London... but somehow had to manage the dark day (most of the winters are dark here : which makes me think of vampires do they really exist in here, I donno... nyws! ;-) 


The Heavy snow! weather, was forcasted for Nov-30-2010 and this time I was a lil excited as my sixth sense ticked me off with some positive signs about the snow fall!...


Snow fall was always a fascinating thing to me, never had seen snow apart from seeing them on movies like Roja and few other english movies,... as the cold day passed by - with my household chores, had completely forgotten about the would fall - snow.


The next day early  morning by around 6:30, my husband peeped out of the window n gave me a big shout, "look its snowing"... I was in the shower... just wanted to finish it off asap... wanted to have the first glimpse of the snow! wanted to feel it! I was desparate :)


I did get time to go out n feel the snow!! the streets were like ice carpets, cars and trucks were iced too... walked on the snow clad streets, felt a lil funny to leave the foot trails on the snow! It was a wonderful feeling... felt so happy when the snow flakes were falling on my cap, my scarf... Held out my palms to feel them! 


Ah, watta a wonderful place ;) truely a snow day out!!! :)

Weekend got better finally!!!

Oh My.. My, never felt that a week could go so much heavy all of a sudden... never had felt so heavy before!

I was upset for some reason... none to blame, but somewhere I started feeling sympathetic about myself (which I never ever would wanna feel - but may be the first time I felt so). It was Thursday evening and the guilt poured into me that I would end up spoiling the weekend! I was in two states - the state of Guilt and the state of pain... Some how wanted to get over it!

Friday was all about this : There were lot of questions and things running over my mind! There were lots to analyse, to think and the main n a little hardest part was I never wanted to hold a stand, by sympathizing myself, rather I wanted to reach a state where I had an understanding of the truth... the reality! N just know what was right and what was wrong...N how I was supposed to handle things and react in the best possible way...

Staurday rose up!... I was still trying hard to come over it... was silent in thoughts, never had a heart to speak out... this is the way I am, silence dominates when I am either too angry or in pain... n sometimes a surge thought appeared as if, was it a reality or something in disguise...n ofcourse tears outlined the situation...main reasons were Possessiveness and attachment towards people... but I just cant live without them coz, I am a human.. somehow cant get over these two n I do not want to! 

I could finally come out of the blues...thanks to my husband who helped me out to sort out things...he made me to feel better and breathe easy... Things were settled n yeah the rest of the weekend was mine n literally got better!! :) and now I am all set to start a good week!

Happy week ahd!!! :) 

Looping Emotions

Emotion rules sometimes ruins...

I have always questioned myself many a times, how n why do I get emotional - anger, disgust, sad etc... 

It just potrays an individual's state of mind ( It could be biological) - but again its all in the mind! You choose to be angry or sad or happy...

But I have always seen an emotion triggering the other... and it goes on adding to the negative emotions, also have seen that positive emotions does influence to a lesser extent to trigger another positive emotion as compared to a negative emotion triggerring another negative emotion, it goes on multiplying until an avalanche breakdown probably! Thats when things are out of control!!! 

Its not only me, I guess most of us, face this, say we start our morning with some mind set and something else happens or the plan fails ... basically an emotion is triggered based on a result of an action - if the result happens to hurt you or your ego, gone! negative emotions kick fumes out in no time! and suppose if this emotion, you try to supress and try to move on for the day and if something else happens or results to hurt the ego, sentiments or ideas or basically anything against your thoughts and opinions the previous emotions add up to this negative emotion - its a cumulative emotional trigger now! n you could very well guess wat tat situation could burn out into!

By the way, when these emotions floods in, there is no time to think or we do not want to think or analyse if we are right or wrong! but self introspection is always needed to make lives better for ourselves and for others living with us!

I feel, when doing a self introspection - I have loads of questions as to why certain things happen that way, and what is my reaction... If I had reacted better understanding the situation, probably things would have got better! with creating much of distortion... 

At times we even do think and feel, we should not have reacted so, at that point of time! reaction - is due to emotions again...

Analysing and observing one's own self as someone else,(its always easier to analyse n observe or to be precise to point out mistakes in others than us!), then we actually know what is right and what is wrong... when we have a benchmark, we would definitely know or watch our reactions (emotions die, when we understand the result of an action/cause is not genuine).

To make things simpler n easier, without any catastrophies in relationships, its always better to be calmer, not to get too much elated and not to let our senses control us! It is us who have to control our senses and emotions...

DEEPAVALI - Festival of Lights!

Deepavali- Festival of Lights, Sound and Sweets!
This was my first Deepavali, after my marriage...so felt a lil excited, wanted to celebrate it well n make it memorable... Far away from homeland and people, missed them, missed the food and celebrations.


At hometown it used to be a great deal of excitement for me, my brother n cousins,lighting diyas all over on the compound wall... munching loads of sweets! with new traditional attires...
we were waiting for the signal from parents to just get out of the house and start bursting crackers - various ones! Lakshmi Pataki, Double Sound, Atom Bombs, Sara Pataki (Chain - 1000 walas) wow amazing fun we guys used to have... n of course how could I forget bursting Bijili, lighting it with agarbatthi in hand and throwing it before the wick gets burned fully! Good were those days!


Enjoyed lighting Flower pots, Sparkles and Chakras :) and Night times after 10:00 pm it was wholy n soley dedicated to Mr.Rocket, boy-o-boy! it used to fly in different directions, scaring people out in the vicinity! :) 


This time though I missed out that fun, wanted to make it a lil better for me n my husband here at London! :) 
November 5th, 2010 - Friday, was a good day for me, which brought in loads of hopes and smiles on my face, was very happy the whole day, festival mood of course :) 


Had bought around 50 candles, the previous day... Cleaned the Living room, designed some rangolis on the floor and decorated it with candles and flowers, was really happy in performing the Lakshmi pooja, had also prepared Jamoons and Samosas on the occassion of the festival... It was one of the best and happy evenings I ever had! The Living room was filled with candle light's brilliance and the Lakshmi Pooja's charm reflecting all over the place :) 
This Deepavali brought in loads of peace, contentment and happiness to us!

Random Shots

Love Photography.... not yet a professional tho' :)

Just Like Dat :)

Silence is Peace

I was feeling so very restless... I was not even out of my bed... In fact the restlessness started in my sleep due to a dream or probably my analysis of that dream... I simply did not know why I was feeling so unsecured... some uneasiness... Just wanted to stay silent for the day, I dint speak to my husband properly before he left to his work, I just wanted total silence... 


But then there were loads of inner chats wid in myself... Yet, I did not want any conversation with anyone... I wanted to be silent for the whole day... It was then, when I realized that Silence was so beautiful.... though I had thousand and one thoughts over my mind, there were spaces of complete silence, may be when I did not know something, where in I had no clue of certain stuffs, I became silent... this space was good, though it was for fraction of a second... 


Inner chats still persisted, I could not talk to my parents properly on phone (I did not want to, for this day - somehow), there were guests who dropped in... I had to speak to them n be hospitable (as always :), coz "Athiti Devo Bhava"... but still something was there at heart, which was giving me the signs of uneasiness... felt I was missing the Silence... I needed it badly! for I did not have enough of it...


By the dusk, I was all alone, observing silence, as the ripples of my inner chats had feebler amplitudes, somehow this state made me more happier, rather there was lot of peace.. less chaos in mind, clear goals, of all I had a strong urge to LEARN... Silence is powerful, it helps to self realize, learn and grow!


Silence is Peace n Silence is Beautiful :)

Inner Happiness!

Feels so Gud n so happy to get over certain stuffs, which have been nagging us from a long time ain't it?
I experienced d same, few days back... during the period.. I closely observed myself, there were a lot many things happening over my mind! I was unable to Get over an Issue... none to blame in here for this! but I was so very restless... n many distortions were there at the background of my mind... never had a calmer state of mind ...


At times, I would be really happy and would have completely forgotten about that bad thing (not that bad though) only if something else had occupied my mind which was more pleasant and had a power to mask that bad thing.


And If there were any thing which was lesser pleasant or the stuffs which brought in a lesser degree of  happiness, Or a normal situation, for a moment I would be all normal n suddenly from no where the negativity, i.e the pain of that bad thing would invade  my mind... by the time I tend to get over it or do something about it, I would have already been a slave for that thought... n start feeling bad about it... The restlessness used to go on n on, until my mind encountered something else either worse than that bad thing or much better than the bad thing....


It was faintly possible for me to come out of it...to unveil the real happiness from wid in or the calmer state of mind! and I really understood the mind's nature... it has the maximum affinity to a bad thing or for negatives, than to something which is normal/gud !  


Say there are 10 gud things which u could really cherish about and let there be one bad thing, the mind blindly forgets to c those 10 gud things and immediately runs towards one bad thing!But what I learnt during this time was to take control over it, control over the mind's traversal... for that I knew, making mind more calmer by thinking about many good things around me would help me to come over it... wid some confidence I practised to get over it, most of the times I did a self counselling and repeatedly saying that, "every problem has a solution, u just need figure it out, sample out the problem, u would really get out of it..."


As days passed by wid this practise of mine... I really got a solution to get over that bad thing and I was so very happy, I guess there is nothing bigger than this inner happiness... I felt I had everything good wid me, n nothing to worry about, felt much more confidant ... Amazing feel it was, Felt very much lite at heart.... I realized, "Everything is within Us, We just need the right thought and the right attitude to attain n enjoy the inner happiness".

Don't Worry, Get over the bad, Be Happy n feel lite! :)

Sun Light - Inspired me to Paint

I am the energy of life.
My radiant rays look right down on all the regal planets.
I have seen every creature to ever roam the earth.
I am the grandfather of the universe.
My bright rays shine like a new snowfall on an early winter morning.
The innumerable rays of light can never compare to,
All the memories I have.
I give warmth to everyone and everything,
As I extend my arms of heat.
The heat I give makes rocks crackle and hiss.
My rays are a good night kiss,
That I give to my brother, the moon.
The clouds are my worst enemy.
I will never stop giving,
For I am the energy of life. 

- Jazzmin Y. Altamira

Sun Light inspired me to paint this... read these lines on net, n could not stop myself from posting it here...

BUTTERFLY

A beautiful saying, which triggered me to paint this!

SUNSHINE

My Heart dances wid joy, for the beautiful Sun Rise (rising with his golden armour), we as kids used to call the SUN during Sun Rise as, "The Golden Plate"... the orange tinted horizon...the birds flying in the foreground...the clear blue skies... with cotton like clouds here n there...  breath taking I must say...watta feast to the eyes! 


It was a brite, sunny n a lovely morning yesterday, I sat besides my window...peeping out, sun had just logged in to office then ;) me being a housewife.. dint have much to do tat day... though i had many, never had a heart to do... but just to sit n enjoy the nature, the SUN... I love SunShine.. I love flowers, I love nature... have always felt there could be nothing as beautiful as Nature...


There is so much power, the positive energy wid in the SUN, that it shuns away the negativity... He s amazing... for He is the God - one who banishes the darkness n leads us to light... 
Physics does say many a things... the rays and the energy is due to the nuclear fusion of hydrogen to helium n that's how so much of energy involved in there which is discipated... the very light, from this "Star" was one of the reasons for Life on this planet. There is so much of hope, positivity in just a ray of light from the SUN. 


SUN - Energy, happiness, Joy - when the sunshines on me...Im elated... All my egos vanish... Sun turns me on :) He makes me smile!!
Well... he does cast his spell on every one of us!!! :) I learn from him - y not throw away the negative thoughts...why not accentuate the Positive n spread a lil sunshine... as the sun :). Better to axe off the focus on the negativity or digging up the same dirt... its no way useful... strike off d egos... go calmer, be kinder... n never fear or back off!


I truly believe the saying, "What goes around, comes around." When you put out kindness and positive energy, you will receive it back.
Why not spread a little sunshine? Let's offer something positive to the world... Every Ray of Sun on me... makes me think, I learn from him... a lot of virtues...


Now, y dont u go out n get some SUN... He s waiting :) have fun! n spread a lil bit of sunshine what u got from him :)

Last Working Day...

Finally... the day came when I had to say goodbye to my colleagues - frenz...my desktop, laptop... my desk... everything...
Until this day I never had realized that I was so very attached to so many things...


It was July the 16th, 2010... the last day... where I had worked for 2 long years... I was happy to have joined this very company, the team into which I was appointed was gud, basically I was in love wid this company :) but that day came to an end... As I was quiting the company, for my decision that I wanted to stay wid my husband (who was in UK), well... d day was filled wid mixed emotions, wherein I was recollecting every gud n bad which happened in last two yrs of my service in there... 


My team aka Focal Point QA - treated me a lunch tat afternoon... one of my gud fren from d team was missing, but anyways I suddenly felt I would definitely miss all of them (though I liked/disliked them) I had frenz from other teams too... gud frenz :) I always cherish d wonderful moments spent together wid them at brigade road, having frankies, kanti sweet's - sandwitches, calcutta house's pani puri n shopping @ eva n garuda :)
Sent a mail to say gud bye to all my collegues after the lunch... n the time came to return my laptop, drawer keys and the badge... I was badly emotional...my eyes were brimmed out... I did not want to return my laptop... i donno, it was there wid me at all times... It had helped me a lot during my MS degree course,for my presentations etc... It was my best buddy!!! I love u... I miss u my lappy! I was almost in tears when I carried it to the stores to return it back.... I took stairs from 5th floor to GF... just to spend the last 5 mins wid it... to say gud bye to my dearest laptop... Finally returned and made my way back to my seat wid a heavy heart ( for one last time) - It was almost 5 in d evening, had a chat wid my gud n close buddies.. waved them a bye... n left the office premises by 6, there was feeling that I had forgotten something.. Oh yes.. It was my laptop I realized.. Tat was my last working day... wayed a wholehearted gud bye to all the trees, buildings, at and around the office... I was accompanying my fren-colleague way back home... Could see the SUN Set... beautiful it was! pink and blue sky... Saying to myself, "Change is the only constant thing... there is always gud n better days ahd!, no matter what... Life has to go ON" smiled at myself...n catched a bus to home... n tat was MY LAST WORKING DAY!

     MY DESK :)

My Paintings @ London

Popeye - The sailor man!

This is One of my favourite cartoon shows! N whenever I see this cartoon show... I feel soo very nostalgic about my childhood... It takes me back to my school days!
Me and my brother were a huge fans of this fictional Hero, "Popeye".. I was in standard 8th, when this cartoon show was first time telecasted on Cartoon Network in India... We never had a cable connection at home then... to watch this show.. we rushed to our Granny's house daily (We were in a joint family - though not exactly joint :P we had different television sets and the one in d ground floor - where my grandparents stayed had the cable connection)
The show timings wer 8:30 PM on weekdays.. and 6:30 pm on weekends! 


Boy oh boy it was fun watching them... we hurriedly finished our homeworks n all other stuffs well before 8:30 pm... n before the clock striking 8:30 .. we would just 
jump of the stairs zzooop!!! n land safely n catch some cozy places on the sofa in the Living Room of my granny's house... few of my cousins would wait untill we go there... n then the channel would get  changed to "CARTOON NETWORK" from some regional language channels! :) 


N there were days, even If we could not make it to the show... one of my cousin used to call me from the groundfloor... (we were residing on the first floor) "Akka bega ba... popeye shuru ayithu" (means "Sis.. come soon, popeye show has begun )


All of us, were dying to see Popeye n his fights wid Bluto - The villian... and his sweetheart "Olive Oyl".
Popeye has the unique way of speaking.. disproportionate muscles... with anchor tatoos :) n has a corncob pipe (tooting like steamship's whistle).


He was depicted as having amazing human strength! And the fights were between Popeye n Bluto - well this is because of the Love triangle between Popeye, Olive and Bluto ... Popeye loves Olive, Bluto loves Olive and they try to impress Olive to win her... n Olive gets to decide whom she wants... n the fight would begin between Popeye n Bluto... to outwit each other.. 
When fed up or exhausted, Popeye would eat spinach, which would instantly restore and amplify his strength to an even greater level.. (the way he opens the canned spinach is amazing.. It would be hidden in his T-shirt somewhere, n pulls it out... ) munching on the spinach gives him instant energy with Iron Fists n gives a Big blow to Bluto.... n finally he wins Olive Oyl... no doubt she gets impressed by him... :) n most of the episodes ends this way... also with the song... 


"I'm Popeye the sailor man
I'm Popeye the sailor man
I'm strong to the fin-ich
Cause I eats me spin-ach
I'm Popeye the sailor man" :)


Morals,were of course there - would remember for my Life time, Popeye's lines 


"I Yam what I Yam"  - a strong positive line! (which so inspiring n confidance building :)
- "Forgive n Forget" - where he forgives the mistakes of Bluto - n they remain frens (not forever - only for tat episode ;)
-Eat lots of greens - especially the spinach - helps building strength n stamina :)


Popeye is truely a Hero! He is simple yet amazing! He uses his super human strength in a righteous way... .. 
However strong U r.. use the strength for a good reason n for righteous things! never be brutal or Dishonest!


We Love U Popeye :) ... Popeye d sailor man!

Life == Thinking!

Boom... goes a thought - Just like cosmic rays... Boom.. it goes off again as a falling meteor...

From the time I realize, I exist and Im done wid my sleep..., until I hit back to my bed... I have soo many thoughts... few hitting, few of them just flowing... few of them exciting my brain cells! - n few of them really pushing up my confidence levels... n there are really a few, which bogs me down! for no reason... :( well, I tend to over come that, by another positive thought though' :)

As, I wake up from the bed.. in d morning...am left with silence around, but wid the sound of my own thoughts! I keep thinking...without noticing, amma's calling for me from the kitchen, but I keep mum.. absolutely dissolved in my own thoughts...!

Analyzing my dreams in my own ways n pace - Y was there nothing  better which could have happened than wat really happened in d dream... was it a dream or was it a reality! - did tat happen sometime back? or woul it be in near future?!?! I keep thinking....

I think... about my parents, my brother, the family in which I was born... my grandparents, my relatives,- who chose it for me! how did it all happen (Im happy about it tho' :) my friends - how did I choose them, what made me meet them! n my dear hubby - how did this best thing happen to me! ( we both have always felt, we were destined to each other :)

Sometimes through the window, I peep out - watching the rain... the light drizzles...

I keep thinking... Who created all these.. clouds, water, air... (of course there is lot of chemistry involved in evolution)... what made it to exist? was it just like that.. or was there any intent - who created it... "God" ?? where was he... was he in the form of humans... or was he in the form of an alien... coz he is the master of d universe... he would definitely not be like us (humans :) - I donno... or is he formless??? Where is his abode? amidst the black holes?? or in the centre of the galaxies...

If he is there... what would he be doing now? how did he decide upon the plan of making so many beautiful things, the colours, nature, leaves, mountain... snow! (Although thinking so may be illogical - but thoughts still do arise).

Why are there people who suffer without food, shelter, why there is so much of corruption... Why do ppl slaughter animals in d name of God? was there God's interference in all these??? Or is he just watching our wicked n cruel play from there...

Was our Life decided by him?? Or do, we get full ownership to lead our Life??

Life seemed to different for me at different stages of life, - when I was a kid... when I was in school, when i was in college... n Now...

The Fact is, It was the same before... Its the same now... will be the same in future, Its how I perceive it... my perception: co-relation of Painting with Life..

U wanna make it gud? go do it! - Is what I have always thought... Its as simple as - U want ur painting to be beautiful, choose appropriate colors, mix them in d right proportions - to get a brite hue n then paint some gud strokes, to give a definite shape n look... of what u have thought in d mind's eye! well within the boundry of the canvas... n there it goes.. all It needs is patience, determination (that u want ur painting to be d best), n finally the satisfaction n the happiness of using the best n bringing out the best!
Same is wid Life - just take in the good thoughts... try to make it in real, I have always tried to bring my dreams into reality.. Dream Big , Think Big…

I love my Life!  Whatsoever :) I will always respect the place where I am, the Life Im leading... coz it has so much Light, Love, Peace and energy!

I wanna Embrace my Life... wanna enjoy every ounce of my Life! coz Its just one Life.. I never know if at all, there is another Life... But wanna  make this one Big n beautiful!

N enjoy it to d fullest :) I don wanna miss even a bit of it :)

And when I am old n grey ..n when I look back into the saturation of Life... I never wanna feel... that I have left some stones unturned!

Wedding Invitation!

OOw! Watta Dream...

I was in a brown leather jacket, with a sunglass on, driving on 160 km/hr on my lamborghini... my god... what a dusty Highway it was... n suddenly applied the breaksss..... to c my brother waving at me, got down and asked him why he was there n wat he was really doin there in that airy, deserted, dusty highway!... he said he wanted a pencil ... :) to do his assignment....

I said okie and handed him a "Nataraja" pencil from my pocket... and walked behind him to c where exactly he was doing his assignment... (had left the car "LAMBHORGINI" in the middle of the highway, gosh!) he took me a mile by walk n there I saw a hut with windows - where the panes were made out of gunny ropes...huts without doors, but just a curtain... a typical ancient village atmosphere... where ppl were in kind of a different attire - which made me feel I was in "Dwaparayuga" lol....

My brother entered the hut without even inviting me, started to do his homework... n I kept seeing around wid confusion as where exactly I was.There was a huge sand dune besides the hut...

I walked around the hut ...n saw two men talking to each other... with a crown on their head, probably gold :)... n vajra kavach on their chest...at first they looked like ppl from a drama troop to me, but then I realised they werent them... "they were GODS from the heavens" whispered a voice in my ears... there was no one next to me.. but I believed it, thinking it to be akashvani... lol :) and went close to them, they went on talking n talking n talking n talking as though there was no one standing besides them Or was that, they couldnt see me?! I donno... But I never understood wat they were talking...

Finally, I had nothing to do there... So, I called out my brother... he came out of the hut... wid the "Nataraja" pencil in his hand! I took it from him n said, "look, use this n u would reach heights like this".... I just held the pencil and it grew so big... and I sat on it and started to fly... :) my god I donno, there wasnt any spells on it... but it just took off... zooop! I went on flying..flying..flying... Untill I saw huge multistoried building probably a complex.. a mall I donno,...n they were so tall.

I wanted to reach the top of that huge building n wid out any spells, my "Nataraja" pencil took me as a fighter jet takes off... wid a much higher speed, than before.. I felt it as a roller coaster's ascent...I was thrilled n excited to the core!, never had felt d air hitting me soo much before.... n once the pencil took me to the top, it never landed me, not even stopped for a second! It just took off again - as roller-coaster's descent...... This was the scariest part... I was still on the pencil going down n down n down n down.... as though into a bottom-less well.... I was still goin down... N suddenly felt the jerk n a kind of mild shock to my legs, as one feels just before falling or having a thud... N there I go, out of my dreams! :) n thought lucky me "Im still Alive" n "thank God, it was just a dream"... Smiled at myself, n went back to gud nite sleep :)