Weekend got better finally!!!

Oh My.. My, never felt that a week could go so much heavy all of a sudden... never had felt so heavy before!

I was upset for some reason... none to blame, but somewhere I started feeling sympathetic about myself (which I never ever would wanna feel - but may be the first time I felt so). It was Thursday evening and the guilt poured into me that I would end up spoiling the weekend! I was in two states - the state of Guilt and the state of pain... Some how wanted to get over it!

Friday was all about this : There were lot of questions and things running over my mind! There were lots to analyse, to think and the main n a little hardest part was I never wanted to hold a stand, by sympathizing myself, rather I wanted to reach a state where I had an understanding of the truth... the reality! N just know what was right and what was wrong...N how I was supposed to handle things and react in the best possible way...

Staurday rose up!... I was still trying hard to come over it... was silent in thoughts, never had a heart to speak out... this is the way I am, silence dominates when I am either too angry or in pain... n sometimes a surge thought appeared as if, was it a reality or something in disguise...n ofcourse tears outlined the situation...main reasons were Possessiveness and attachment towards people... but I just cant live without them coz, I am a human.. somehow cant get over these two n I do not want to! 

I could finally come out of the blues...thanks to my husband who helped me out to sort out things...he made me to feel better and breathe easy... Things were settled n yeah the rest of the weekend was mine n literally got better!! :) and now I am all set to start a good week!

Happy week ahd!!! :)