Silence is Peace

I was feeling so very restless... I was not even out of my bed... In fact the restlessness started in my sleep due to a dream or probably my analysis of that dream... I simply did not know why I was feeling so unsecured... some uneasiness... Just wanted to stay silent for the day, I dint speak to my husband properly before he left to his work, I just wanted total silence... 


But then there were loads of inner chats wid in myself... Yet, I did not want any conversation with anyone... I wanted to be silent for the whole day... It was then, when I realized that Silence was so beautiful.... though I had thousand and one thoughts over my mind, there were spaces of complete silence, may be when I did not know something, where in I had no clue of certain stuffs, I became silent... this space was good, though it was for fraction of a second... 


Inner chats still persisted, I could not talk to my parents properly on phone (I did not want to, for this day - somehow), there were guests who dropped in... I had to speak to them n be hospitable (as always :), coz "Athiti Devo Bhava"... but still something was there at heart, which was giving me the signs of uneasiness... felt I was missing the Silence... I needed it badly! for I did not have enough of it...


By the dusk, I was all alone, observing silence, as the ripples of my inner chats had feebler amplitudes, somehow this state made me more happier, rather there was lot of peace.. less chaos in mind, clear goals, of all I had a strong urge to LEARN... Silence is powerful, it helps to self realize, learn and grow!


Silence is Peace n Silence is Beautiful :)