Did it actually find me?? :( am running away!

Well you are all gonna have hell of a laugh at me, after reading this... its the nastiest thing which ever happened to me...

before I say what really happened, lemme ask you how it feels when there is a small bug or an insect next to you... how scared are you? or how cautious do you become?

Ok, what if it looks litte scary, something like a black spider or a thorny little worm, spiky cockroaches... I just feel sick!!!

I know all are creatures like us, but just cant stand them when I sense them approaching me, I always feel that I have an inbuilt antenna and whenever something like tat comes my way I go bloody crazy and always wanna get rid of it, either I make sure to grab it and throw out of the window or smack it down...

I have also thought about the sins I would be committing murdering all those spooky lil ones..! gosh! what to do It bloody freaks me out!!!

So it was a summer evening, for about a week was so keen to do some yoga and eventually managed to book a class that day.. I was doing all the asanas well, trying to be perfect... 

I wasn't perfect,but managed to be nearly there.. it was a session for about 2 hours.. time just rolled by, it was the end of the session, the instructor asked to go to shavasana - where you would lay down like a dead body without any motions, but just concentrating on the inhaling and exhaling of the breath... 

I was there in that position for about 2 - 3mins... was feeling really good about the whole session, by the time I was thinking ah! watta session...have attained the inner peace, 

no less than a min, I could sense something whacky in my ear... I thought it was my looped earring managed to get it out...but I could still sense something buzzing..

and there I was wild making all sorts of actions digging into my ear hole trying get that thing out of my ear... and it never came out.. I ran around the yoga hall.. 

everybody started staring if I had gone mad! Yes I was mad with my ear.. by then I had realised it was something crawling... sneaking down...disgusting feeling ever...

I knew its not gonna be easy to get it out, I almost ruptured my eardrums by digging n shovelling with my lil finger... nothing worked out, packed my bags and left the class... 

It was almost 9 at night, no GP clinics are open until then, all kinds of thoughts spun around my head while on the way home... what if the insect enters my brain n start nibbling it away...

Ghosh, I even thought of calling 999 - emergency service... but then managed to call a GP who was available - and she insisted to pour some oil and allow the insect to float.. and beyond that she could not help me...

All I had to do was to wait until the next morning to get the lil imp out of my ear... I wanted to get rid of it very very badly!

There was no end to tantrums - I cried and sobbed and my husband was helpless - he did all what he could do.. I finally managed to  get some sleep... 

the first thing in the morning I did was rushed to the local GP... and finally got the nasty rouge out of my ear... haa.. watta relief! 

Truly the utmost inner peace... no yoga gave me this!! Phew

The aftermath is so much that, I walk around very cautiously and am super responsive of any flying objects/insects and ants... this morning had the living room's window open and bumble bee buzzed in - seeming to chase me, and thats it,

I closed both my ears and started running all around and swearing at it... my husband warned if you keep swearing it might get into your mouth.. - 

I was zip locked and covered the blanket around me and sat quietly... 

Even when I sleep I have my ears closed one goes with the pillow and on the other my palm rests assuring me not to worry! bloody hell I'd rather ask my husband to gift me a pair of ear plugs... I still go mad, when I here a buzz around my ear!

The bug has finally and actually found me... I hate it!!!